november media roundup (the lack of it, that is)

[ spent time in a catatonic state of despair and otherness . this user had no thoughts or proper feelings in november]

fr though. turning 20 was not and is not currently fun for me and i'm sort of dreading writing a whole wrapup . . . why was scorpio season so dreadful to me this time around

edit: also why are brown families just so [shakes fist] . . . so many stigmas and im just trying to live a normal life thousands of miles away but i can't. :) pls :) let :) me :) live :) my :) life :) in :) peace :)))

on a lighter note

kpop things that i've been enjoying for the past weeks —

• ateez turbulence — it was a masterpiece and i'm actually in love. i cried on first listen it's so meaningful. it reminds me of og ateez b-sides (and those are the best things ateez have ever released) . . . maybe i'll do another short run as an atiny the way i did during wave and answer eras.
• treasure !!!!! but specifically rewatching mashiho being the most competent idol ever it is causing some mental breakdowns in the best way (tmap ep53 in particular)
• txt's mma performance. they ate it up god i love them so much.
• dreaming ????? like i can't believe another one of their best title tracks is a part of NCT U !!! WHY ???? if this gets the same treatment as my fave deja vu i'll be so upset because both the songs are OBVIOUS BANGERS and if promoted well will do so so well.
• seventeen. just them. always them. i'm like one step removed from being a carat but i honestly cannot bring myself to stan another group + seventeen's been around for so long and have so much content it'll take me ages to catch up (that's exactly why i've been religiously avoiding gose bc i know for a fact i'll love it so much i'll binge the whole thing and i don't have that time rn)
• 남고괴담 — although i'd much rather have had a comeback, the boys are actually doing so good in this? my haruto protection instincts are through the roof.

yeah, kpop's been good to me for the past few weeks, even if rpf/rps and writing themselves haven't.